I want to acknowledge and accept that I’m a pessimist 

I’m not that positive persona that I’ve been trying to be all my life

Pessimism is my blanket of security

Zero expectation = Zero disappointment 

But I agree that I should not let pessimism be the way of my life

I need to allow some optimism in

Or I will forever be expecting bad things to happen

The irony? Based on real life experience, all the bad things that I expected rarely happens.

More often than not, it is really just me and my head. 😂