Friday, June 16, 2017

We are all broken people
Comparing how broken we are
Seeking solace
While picking on our scars

Thursday, June 15, 2017

Wednesday, June 14, 2017

Someone who is getting over a heartbreak told me that though it is tough right now, his heart will eventually heal

While mine is an ongoing battle - the daily breaking and repairing of the heart, on repeat

I don't know what to feel about this but thanks for trying to put the hurt into words.

Tuesday, June 13, 2017

Today i finally realized what is beyond sadness.
It is anger.
Pure hot white rage that I have been keeping inside me.
And no matter how I shrugged it off, it is not going away.

I have been such a "pleaser". Always nice and accommodating. Never wanting to be an inconvenience. Never true to my own heart.

But the demons. They never went away.

Will you accept the real me? Because I think I am fucking screwed up inside.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

I have been looking at the faces in the crowd, passerbys, and trying to imagine what it is like to live their lives
Not in the "grass is greener on the other side" way
But, just, genuinely curious
Who are they? What are they feeling now?Where are they heading to?

Maybe so that I will truly accept that I am not the only one...